You mean more to me than words
Best friend, soul mate, all in one
Always know when you're happy
Or hurting and coming undone 

Did you know I was hurting when she passed and left me?
So hard to share then
Everything numb  Caught up in the waves

Drowning in the chaos
Fighting for each breath
Wanting you not knowing how to explain

Heart breaking
Tears cascading down
Space and others seem to comfort
While wondering where were you?

Healing through poems
Beautiful threads sewn inspiration
On Quilted Wings I let her go
Butterflies and sunshine I've grown

In my dreams and the bond between
She's shown me to reach out
Fight for what makes me happy
Fight for you

Never meant to hurt you
Wasn't aware I had until recently
Waves of sorrow rushing in
Seeking your forgiveness & love

Others comfort no longer satisfies 

Only yours alone and Him will do 

Sparkling eyes, smiles and laughter 

Loving embrace- feeling of being home 

©MJB, June 2015